Keep Smiling!

One week ago, I went out to dinner with the ex. Tonight, he's coming over for dinner. Luckily, Ugly Betty will be there, along with TJ. TJ is doing a favor for the ex, picking up something for him from where he works at the mall. So, for some reason, I asked the ex if he wanted to eat with us when he comes to pick it up. It's weird for me. I don't know about you all, but I've never been able to stay friends with someone I used to date. There were times in the past when I would be friendly with an ex - say hi when you saw them out or whatever, but never had them over for a meal or went to a movie or anything. I'm looking at it as an opportunity for personal growth. There's no reason you can't be friends with someone you used to care for deeply, right? Our breakup was not hostile. I just hope I can keep my feelings in check. I know that a relationship between us would never work, but there is still that spark between us, as we found out last week. Well, if I start to feel weak, I will think about this instead: