Newbie!

Fun, I'm featured as a newbie today on Best Gay Blogs!!! Welcome to all new visitors! I'm so excited, here's a phallic shot:

This was taken on Halloween, when it was still sunny. Now we're supposed to get many days of rain, the kind of weather people expect from Portland. Tonight, I'm going out to dinner with my ex-boyfriend. He says he wants to take me out for my birthday, which was three weeks ago. We had a basically amicable breakup after being together for about a year. It was a hard breakup for me because I really thought we could make a go of it. But, he had a lot of stuff going on in his life and I didn't feel he was making our relationship a priority. I'm very independent, but if I'm going to put the effort into a boyfriend, I expect some effort from the other end. And, it just wasn't there. The scary part was I had just agreed to take over the rent and move into the condo he owns. He moved into a home his family owns to help take care of his elderly mother. It was pretty cool of him to let me stay here, although it's also beneficial for him because I take very good care of the place and have done some improvements while living here. I don't know why, but I have the feeling tonight he's going to drop a bomb, like he needs the condo space. It would be very bad timing. I'll let you know how it goes. Time for me to head out into the rain for a walk and some pictures. Have a great day!